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Black & freaking white

Three months ago - 1,061 views
Black & freaking white
Hey,
Ok I'm not depressed or anything I just wanted to make this set even though its kinda sad
 
So the other day this girl on polyvore posted a set saying that she was leaving polyvore and killing herself.
 
I messaged her asking if she was serious or if she just joking,and it turns out that she was serious.
 
So I kept on messaging her trying to convince her not to and when I had to go she said maybe.
 
And I was worrying about it for the whole day
because I was thinking that she did and maybe I should have done something else or told someone but because I don't know who she is what good would it have done and maybe I could have done something that could have made a difference anyway and maybe she didn't after all and...and...
 
Yeah I know I didn't personally know her but I still didn't want this girl to commit suicide.
 
Also,erm lets call her...Cherry,she started saying in class that maybe she might commit suicide and I was like WHAT?! and I asked her why and she said it was cause of all the bullshi* that she has to go through with her parents
I'm not going to go into what that is though
Luckily Cherry said that she wouldin't actually commit suicide though
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Yesterday when I was walking to the bus stop with my friend something really embarassing happened to me and I was just like this http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9cxx4AaCf1ro7zzo.gif.
I wont tell you what happened though
Bye,
livi

Walk confidently wherever you go

4 months ago - 946 views
Walk confidently wherever you go
Hey,
Urgh I went to the options yesterday and they said I need glasses.
Only for watching tv and for the board at school though,or if I feel like I need them for something else as well
But still
I just dont suit glasses
I sometimes like glasses on other people,like those nerdy/geeky glasses or other glasses but not on me
No just...no
But I guess I need them so I'll still wear them,I don't want my eyesight to get worse
I don't need them for reading or anything close up though
I never noticed it before yesterday but one eye can't see as well as the other,my left eye can read something in the distance but my right one can't
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I went back to school on tuesday
Even though I had a cold it wasn't that bad and I was well enough to go to school
I wasn't exatly keen to go back to school anyway but I wanted to see my friends so that was one thing to look forward to
We sat by the lockers wrecking my Wreck This Journal and talking at breaks and lunches
 
It's nice to know that I have friends to see and hang out with at school,even if I don't want to tell them EVERYTHING about my past and me, I don't think I have to because I can still trust them with a lot of things
 
It's a new year so I decided to have a fresh start with Freya
She was being nice at school and stuff so we started hanging out a bit more and talking about One Direction Fanfictions ,so that was alright and she made me laugh sometimes
The other day she asked me "Hey Liv did you recomend me this fanfic?"and she showed me what it was called and I was like "No it wasn't me,why?"
Freya:"Ok,but don't read that fanfic."
Me:"Why?"
Freya:"Well...you can if you want to but I wouldin't recomend it..."
So of course this made want to read it,naturally
And then I read it and I realised what she ment,it was VERY graphic and permanantly disturbing and our mums would kill us if they knew we were reading it because that's not something you would want a 12 year old to read
Nevertheless we still read it cuz were like that :D
 

 
Anyway I guess receantly I'm trying to be more positive and happy about life in general even if I moan about things,I really am trying :)
If you ever need anyone to talk to,I'm here even if Ive never talked to you before
Livi
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Dan and Jasmine(aka Birdy) are mine

4 months ago - 749 views
Dan and Jasmine(aka Birdy) are mine
oh look a template
I will share Dan and Jasmine with no-one,okay?
I mean it
I guess I could share Taylor,Evanna,Niall and Ed
Maybe
Hehe
I also love Emma but I know she belongs to @the-ch0sen-one
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Happy New Year!

4 months ago - 1,537 views
Happy New Year!
Hey,
Happy New Year!
So its 2013...wow
Looks like we didnt die then,it would have been a shame if we did
Anyway...Ive said my goodbyes to 2012,it was a very eventful year year for me
A lot of things happened,good and bad,big and little
Ending primary school,starting secondary school,discovering new music,discovering Perks of Being a Wallflower,finnaly realizing I dont have to try to be perfect or something im not,making a mistake that I will always regret,getting an A on maths test,making new friends,losing a friend and so many other big and small things.
Im really hoping for this year to be good, I really hope it will be
@the-ch0sen-one thank you for being there for me,just talking to you makes me feel better even if Im worrying about something stupid,youre a wonderfull person :)
I hope everyone has a great year,
Livi
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Its Christmas tomorrow!!!

4 months ago - 1,520 views
Its Christmas tomorrow!!!
Hey,
Yes Im hanging my head in shame because I havent made a set in 12 days
Jk
Though Iam sorry...
Anyway...ITS CHRISTMAS TOMORROW!!!
Its called Christmas Eve Olivia,duh
Anyway...heres a quiz thing :)
I was tagged by @po8grl
 
1. Your boy side
 
[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[X] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[] Shopping is torture
[] Sad movies suck
[] You own a car racing game
[X] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[X] You have watched sports on tv.
[X] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You used to collect hockey cards.
[X] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[X] You talk with food in your mouth.
[] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[X] You have fished at least once.
 
2. Your girl side
 
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner. (sometimes)
[] You wear the color pink.
[X] You go to your mom to talk.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like going to the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[] You cried watching "The Notebook"
[] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[X]You are/were in gymnastics.
[] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[]You like wearing high heel shoes.
[X] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] You like putting make-up on others.
[] You like being the star of everything.
 
3. Appearance

[X] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I’ve had/have braces.
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than two piercings.
[]I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
 
4. Experiences
 
[X] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[X] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[X] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[X] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I’ve been to a casino.
[] I’ve been skydiving.
[] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[] I’ve been skiing.
[] I’ve been in a musical.
[X] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[] I’ve seen the northern lights.
[] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[X] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[X] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[X] I’ve eaten sushi.
[] I’ve been snowboarding.
 
5. Relationships
 
[X] I’m single.
[] I’m in a relationship.
[] I’m engaged.
[] I’m married.
[] I miss someone right now.
[] I’ve gotten divorced.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[] I’ve been in love/am in love(ive had a crush but not love love)
 
6. Honesty/Crime
 
[] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[X] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[] I’ve snuck out(i dont think it counts if i only went for 5 mins :P)
[X] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[] I’ve ran a red light.
[] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[] I’ve been arrested.
 
7. Death and suicide
 
[] I’m afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
 
8. Random
 
[] I can sing.
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[]I twirl my hair.
[] I care about grammar.
[] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.
[] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like martha stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes cause they’re funny
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[X] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[X] I am ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails.
[X] I’m good at remembering faces.
[X] I’m good at remembering names.
[] I’m good at remembering dates.
[X] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life(i have some ideas but not what people call 'practical')
 
[X] All my answers were totally honest.

 
WHAT TO DO:Answer these questions ticking the boxes,then tag 20 people. If I tagged you, take this survey and repost it! Remember to tag me because I want to know more about you! (Only if you want to!).

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@sweetpeaenc
@successisthebestrevenge
@fluffles-the-monster
@the-ch0sen-one
@uckyboy
@fearlessfashionista13
@lululovesyou
@darkfire2012
@ninalovestolaugh
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Let me know when you care,actually...dont
Hey,
Its only since I went to that disco/party that Ive realised how socially awkward I really am
Im not always socially awkward,but I didnt realize I can be quite a lot sometimes
Im not quite like Charlie in The Perks of Being a Wallflower though
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This might be a bit of a rant,I dont know
Ive been feeling a lot of things reacently
 
But I also feel empty
 
I hate that feeling
 
I have friends at school,but I cant really confide in them
 
They would judge
 
I have friends, though thats one thing Im gratefull for,because I still have someone to laugh with even if I cant tell them everything
 
Maya told me her problems,which are pretty bad and no one would expect them cause shes always so happy
We seemed really close at that point
but now shes avoiding me
and she hangs out with different people now
 
Also Freya is just...urgh
Everyone loves her but,I dont
I was there for her and she pretends to care,but she doesnt
 
I put on a smile everyday and try to be happy and Iam for a bit but not for long
 
Also something happened reacently between my best friend Skye (who I rarely see now) and someone else...but I cant be bothered to tell that story
Sorry for dumping all my feelings on you and ranting,
Livi

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5 months ago - 2,998 views
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Hey,
Theres been a lot going on
Lets just say that
But you know what?
I think this is the best set I ever made :)
Livi x
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5 months ago - 1,909 views
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Hey,
My friend Maya turned out to be fine
She didnt have any lasting damage
--------------------------------------------------------------------There was a lot of drama today,again
so im not even gonna say what it was about,theres way too much of it and im sick of it its just...urgh
this is the problem with being in an all girls school
 

 

Im going to a party/disco thing tomorrow and I still have no idea what im gonna wear thats from my wardrobe,so...yeah
Im quite excited but my friend told me not to even think about going into the toilets there cause thats where everyone aparently makes out
So Freya made a face
and everyone was like Freya dont go in there just dont drink too much then you wont have to go
and Freya was just like But what if I want to make out with someone?
and everyone was like But you dont have a boyfriend and you dont know any boys there
and Freya was like Sooo...thats the point of going
and i was just standing there pissing myself it was so funny and everyone was staring at Freya as if she just ate a kitten or something
Livi x
PS)it may not seem that funny but when youre actually there it is :D
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5 months ago - 1,861 views
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Hey,
Ive been watching a lot of danisnotonfire on youtube,he is just so cute and hilarious anyway...
I guess its been quite a day
I barely left in time for the bus but I got on just in time,so at least I wouldint have to walk for more than half an hour and be late
When we went into geography we got our assignment back and I was really pleased cause the teacher gave me an A*(which I guess is like an A+)
But then there was Freya who got upset cause she got an A and not an A* and I was just like, seriously woman youre upset cause you got an A?!
At lunch I had my first detention at this school which ive been in since september,I had to get one at some point anyway (not that I wanted one) but it wasnt soo bad exept from the fact that my form tutor was doing it and hes really nice but he just told us yesterday that he was so proud not a lot of people got detentions and then I got one and he started acting all dissapointed in me,which was quite awkward but not so bad.
 
But then after lunch it was just ...
Maya was walking with this other girl and she didnt realize Maya was gonna walk after her so she let go of the door and the door hit her and and...
Maya got this MASSIVE bump staright away on her head and at first she was laughing hystericly but then stopped and didnt remember that she just hit her head(cause she asked us what just happenend) and when we asked her if she knew our names she went silent for a while and then she stuttered our names like we werent sure who we were,we were getting really freaked out because she probably had amnesia so we took her to the nearest teacher.
I couldint concentrate all the way through maths, which was never my strong point anyway.
I still dont know if she was taken to the nurse/doctor/hospital or if shes alright,I hope shes okay,I really do
Love,
Livi x

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5 months ago - 1,802 views
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Hey,
I put Ellie Goulding in the set for you @sweetpeaenc, but also because Im starting to like her :)
What to do: Fill out these questions and make a
new set called 'ABC About Me Quiz'. Then tag 20 people. If I tagged you, you have to take this survey and repost it! Don't forget to tag me because I want to know more about you! (Only if you want to!) :)

Available: Yes,no other comment
Birthday: 27th of September
Crush: Quite a few celebs , this boy, who Im not gonna talk about or describe,oh and some fictional story characters
Drink You Last Had: Tea
Easiest Person to talk to: My friend :)
Fav Song: I havent got an all time favourite song, there are too many good ones but at the moment its Anything Could Happen by Ellie Goulding
Gummy bears or Gummy Worms: If worms are sour then worms but if not then gummy bears
Hometown: not saying
In Love: Not unless you count a fictional character
Killed someone?haha no
Longest Car Ride: Cant remember maybe 6 or 7 hours?
Milkshake Flavor: Oreo,chocolate,strawberry or bubblegum
Number of Siblings: 0, only child.
One Wish: For a snowy christmas
Person you called last: My friend.
Reason to smile: Everything... :)
Song You Last Sang: dont remember
Time you woke up: 6:30am to go to school
Underwear Color: not answering!
Veggie?: Cucumbers
Worst Habit: I often hear my computer calling me so I go on it instead of doing homework
X-rays You've Had:
Years You've Lived Where You Live: 3 and some months
Zodiac Sign: Libra
Randoms:
Fave Animal:owls,wolves and hippogriths
Spell Your Name Without Vowels: lvl
What color do you wear most: blue and others
Least Fave Colors: blue and purple and black
What are you listening to: Figure 8 by Ellie Goulding
What is your fave class in school: art
Are You Outgoing: not sure,am I?
Fave Pair of Shoes: converse and Dr.Martens
Can You Dance: i used to go to a dance class, so yeah routines but not just randomly
Can you tie a cherry stem in your mouth:errrr....
Can You Whistle: Yep
Can You Cross Your Eyes: Yep
Walk with Your toes curled: Yep

The Do's
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: yes
Do you believe there is intelligent life out there?: maybe there is maybe there isnt I dont know
Do You Believe in Miracles: sometimes
Do You Believe in Magic: YES
Love at First Sight?:in some cases
Do You Believe in Santa: no
Do You Like Roller Coasters: Yep
Have You Ever been on a plane: yep
Have you ever asked someone out?: yep
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yep
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yep
Have you almost drowned in the ocean?: Yep
What is the temperature outside?idk
What Radio Station do you listen to?: Heart and others
What was the last thing you bought: a cookie
What was the last thing you watched on TV: Merlin
Who was the last person You took a picture of: My friend
Ever really Cried Your Heart out?: Yep
Ever cried on your friends shoulder: yep
Ever Cried Yourself to Sleep: yep
Ever cried over the opposite gender: Not badly
Do songs make you cry?: some
Are You a Happy Person: depends
What is Your Hair Color: dark brown

20 people:ill do these later